Monthly Archives: March 2015

Push

Finally there is enough light. Today the temperature is just right. I think I’ll go for it.

At the crack of dawn I push. I push straight up through the soil and decaying leaves. I keep pushing. Finally I burst into the light. I unfold and stretch and bathe in the sun’s warmth.

All day long I marvel at the beauty around me. Night falls and I close up. I need to conserve heat while I slumber. I can’t wait for tomorrow.

Dawn breaks and I try to open. What’s this? I can’t move. I am covered in ice and snow. I have to hang on. This winter can’t last forever. Or can it?

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I open my eyes. I am surrounded by mud. I hear muffled sounds above me. I move my legs.

Hungry.

I thrash all four limbs and push until I am out of the mud. A wall of water is above me. The water is cold but at least it isn’t frozen. I shove off the mud and paddle upwards. I see light.

My beak breaks the surface of the water. I turn my head in both directions. The coast is clear.

I swim to the shore and crawl onto a flat rock.

The heat of the sun warms me.

I am back.

Welcome to the J.L. McFadden Blog Tour

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In a rubble-riddled room, doors ripped from their hinges, glass busted out of the window, and paintings and glass from the windows scattered throughout the room as long stiletto heels ground down onto the pieces of rubble. Long athletic legs wrapped into leather pants that hug and revealed every fiber that flexed, as though it was painted on, running into a magically perfect shaped rear-end that tempted John as he stood in the doorframe watching Adela bending over, trying to salvage anything she could in what was Victally’s room. The sight of Adela, in what is normally Gala’s type of clothing, was making the temptation more and more unbearable to resist.

Damn! If my bond is with Gala, then why am I so drawn to Adela?

While still doubled over, picking up a book, Adela stated with a sultry voice, “One of these days, I am going to make you deliver on all of those promised ideas, running through your head when you watch me.” She had a playful sound to her voice with her smile, telling that fulfilling his dreams was not out of the question.

“Adela, I am sorry, I was just…”

“John, you and I know what is going through your head.”

Oh God, can she read my mind?

“Johnny Boy, am I reading your mind or the situation?”

Author Photo J.L. Mc Fadden

Author Bio:

J.L McFadden was born in  Pennsylvania and spent his life bouncing around the States until beginning to travel the world. Starting out he was a well-known musician in upstate New York that had a heavy playing schedule. Later he went back to his home state to work in the Lumber mills of the mountains. In California working in sales, management and even directed a small moving company until deciding to see the world. His travels around the world have allotted him to not only join an International Aikikai Aikido Federation, but have trained with Sanseis from Belgium, Ukraine, Russia and other European countries. He accounts his journeys and meeting of new people to his broad character types in his books.

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Book Blurb:
While still doubled over, picking up a book, Adela stated with a sultry voice, “One of these days, I am going to make you deliver on all of those promised ideas, running through your head when you watch me.” She had a playful sound to her voice with her smile, telling that fulfilling his dreams was not out of the question.

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Drip

Birds chirping and squirrels scampering about the yard usually mark the first day of spring. This morning I woke to the sound of water plopping on the air conditioner outside the window.

I look at the dusty machine and shake my head. It seems like an eternity since I switched it on.

Bring on the pollen, heat, and thunderstorms.  Away with you ice and snow. Go fall on an Antarctic glacier where you are needed.

CERN takes up the hunt for dark matter

Good news, the Large Hadron Collider is going to search for dark matter.

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Revved-up CERN collider aims to shed light on dark cosmos

I wish them the best of luck. I have a feeling that brute force techniques may not be sufficient in order to discover the nature of dark matter.

Who knows, maybe Juan Garcia can help them out.

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Haunting Megan

Haunting Megan

Romantic Suspense by Rebecca Reilly 

I wrote and published Haunting Megan in 2014, but the inspiration for the story began over forty years ago.

My mother was an abusive alcoholic, and many of the events of the opening chapters came from my childhood.  I woke one night to my mother standing above me with a chef’s knife in her hand.  When I was twelve, I visited her in a mental facility where she was confined after she attempted suicide.   Those days and nights definitely sparked the beginning ideas for Haunting Megan.

Megan comes from me more than any other character I’ve written.  Her insecurities, her brokenness, and her need to protect are qualities that grew from the abuse in my childhood.  As with Megan, the love of a good man helped me see my value, accept my flaws, and grow into the woman I was created to be. 

Summary 

After suffering years of abuse at the hands of her alcoholic mother, Megan wakes to screams, cries of murder, and the room splattered with blood.  Sent to the mountains to live with the grandfather who’d once abandoned them, Megan must learn to care for her young sisters and manage Wind Hollow Lodge.  Megan tries to ignore the haunting memories of her past as she struggles to live a normal life.  But she can’t ignore the ghosts who terrorize her, nor can she calm the fear that her sanity is slipping away. When deputies discover the bodies of men murdered on Wind Hollow land, people start to wonder just how crazy Megan Wilson really is.

The investigation at Wind Hollow Lodge is just another case to Deputy Jason Belt—until he sees Megan.  Drawn to her beauty and her wounded spirit, his oath to protect and serve takes on new meaning.  But why did she lie to him?  What does she have to hide?

Excerpt

Chapter Nine

The summer season began, and in one week the lodge went from vacant to filled to capacity.  Megan pushed the vacuum up and down the hallway.  She cleaned each of the fifteen rooms herself.  Everyday.  She didn’t want to admit it to anyone, but she liked it.  Before, in San Jose, she didn’t clean.  She didn’t know how.  Jessica did all the housework and whatever cooking needed to be done.  Here she had an important job, one she could take pride in.  Cleaning rooms meant something to the success of the lodge, and she put her heart into it.

It had taken Megan a month to get comfortable at Wind Hollow Lodge.  Her grandfather was a man of few words, and those words more often than not came out sounding like a growl.  But he was solid.  She’d never seen him lose control.  He did his duty to the lodge and for them.  Megan didn’t love him, but she felt safe with him.  Safe was very good.

She wound the cord around the vacuum and took it to the storage closet across from her room.  The smell of french fries made her stomach hurt.  Damn Zoe, Wind Hollow’s cook, for leaving them on the Lodge menu.  She had not been able to eat fries since the night Jessica died.  The smell alone brought the vision flashing in her head of Jessica handing her a bag.  But in Megan’s visions, Jessica’s hand was covered in blood.

Megan unlocked her bedroom door and pushed it open.  She thought she’d find Emily eating off a plate she’d snuck from the kitchen and was prepared to discipline her wayward sister.

She faced her dead sister instead.

Megan grabbed the doorway to keep from falling.  Her body shaking, Megan tried to speak or scream.  Nothing.

Jessica smiled and gestured with her arm.  “This used to be my room.”

Jessica’s features looked washed out like an overexposed photograph.  She wore a flowing white nightgown splattered with blood.  “She’s here.  She’s here.  She’s here,” sliced like a sharp blade through Megan’s head.  The need to run out of the room and slam the door warred with the need to run in and hold Jessica to keep her close.  It didn’t matter that the urge to run was stronger; her legs wouldn’t move.  Megan’s fingers dug into the doorjamb splintering both her nails and the old wood.

Jessica took a step closer to Megan.  She lowered her chin and her eyes sparked.  “Do you know who sliced me up, Little Sister?  I was protecting you, and now I’m dead.”

Megan’s brain couldn’t form thoughts, much less words.  Her ears rang and lights spiraled around her eyes.  She felt herself slipping away from the wall, away from everything.

“Megan,” Sarah tugged the back of Megan’s shirt.  Her younger sister’s touch shot adrenaline through Megan’s body, jolting her back to consciousness.  She must protect Sarah from whatever, whoever, was in their room.

Megan spun and screamed, too frightened to be gentle.  “What do you want?”

Sarah backed up, startled and nearly as frightened as Megan.  “I’m sorry.  I just…” Sarah’s lip quivered and a tear slid out.

Megan took a jagged breath and opened her arms to her little sister.  “I’m sorry, baby.  You scared me and I screamed.”  She held her a moment, aware enough to block Sarah’s view of the room and of Jessica.  “What did you need?”

“It’s time for lunch.”

Megan nodded.  “Go on down.  I’ll be right there.”

Megan waited until Sarah turned the corner on the stairs before she turned around.  Jessica was gone.

Rebecca Reilly is a pastor and has worked in ministry for over thirty years. A passionate reader and writer, Rebecca took on four wildly different genres for her first five books – a murder mystery at sea (Into Dark Waters), a humorous look at sex and marriage (Diary of a Christian Woman: How I Used 50 Shades of Grey to Spice Up My Marriage), a children’s chapter book on bullying and self-esteem (The Geek Club under the name Becky Reilly), and two picture books (Jammers and His Flying Bed Adventure and Heart of a Kitty). She returned to the mystery/romantic suspense genre for her sixth book (Haunting Megan), and is currently working on a non-fiction manuscript, Christian Sex and Marriage—It’s Complicated!  Visit Rebecca’s Amazon Author Page at http://bit.ly/RReillyAmazonAuthor, and follow her on Facebook (facebook.com/RebeccaLynnReilly), Twitter (twitter.com/RebeccaReillyL), Goodreads, and at www.rebeccareilly.net.

Rebecca Reilly

Author Bio

Rebecca has an innate belief that if she dreams about something, she can accomplish it. Prompted by that sense of adventure, Rebecca pursued careers as a pastor, a health coach, a massage therapist, a Zumba instructor, a musical theater director/producer, and a writer – all at the same time.

An avid reader, Rebecca begins each morning in the hot tub with a good book. She then wakes her muscles and her creativity with a long trail run, grabs a cup of coffee and gets to work.

Rebecca took on five wildly different genres for her first seven books – a murder mystery at sea (Into Dark Waters), a humorous look at sex and marriage (Diary of a Christian Woman: How I Used 50 Shades of Grey to Spice Up My Marriage), a children’s chapter book on bullying and self-esteem (The Geek Club under the pen name Becky Reilly), and two picture books (Jammers and His Flying Bed Adventure and Heart of a Kitty). She returned to the romantic suspense genre for her sixth book (Haunting Megan).  Her current project (summer 2015 release date) is a non-fiction work called Christian Sex and Marriage—It’s Complicated!

Rebecca has been happily married for thirty-one years, is the mother of two, grandmother of one, and lives in Northern California. You can follow Rebecca on Facebook (facebook.com/RebeccaLynnReilly), Twitter (twitter.com/RebeccaReillyL), Goodreads, and at www.rebeccareilly.net. Contact Rebecca at rebeccareilly.author@gmail.com

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Haunting Megan

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Diary of A Christian Woman: How I Used 50 Shades of Grey To Spice Up My Marriage

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Does the Higgs bosun decay into dark matter? We may find out soon.

A team led by a theoretical particle physicist Christoffer Petersson, of Chalmers University of Technology in Sweden has proposed an interesting experiment to try to discover the nature of dark matter.  His idea will be tested at CERN’s Large Hadron Collider this spring.

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The Higgs Boson May Disintegrate into Dark Matter

 

In the basement

I dread going down the steps into the basement. I know what I will find.

I hear the constant thumps. The sunlight is blinding today.

I might as well get it over with. I open the door and peer down into the darkness. I turn on the light but it doesn’t help. The puny recessed lights don’t make much difference.

I grab the wooden banister and step onto the first step. It creaks of course.  One at a time I pad down to the bottom.

I know where to look. It is there waiting for me.

I shine a flashlight onto the cement floor. I nod. My fears are confirmed.

Water is seeping through the cracks in the concrete floor.

I sigh and manhandle the shop vac into position.

I know what I’ll be doing for the next hour.